Yesterday was my first day back to work it was the hardest thing I have ever had to do! I cried numerous times. By the end of the day I had stressed myself out so badly that I had the most horrible headache! I thought JV was going to have to take me to the ER because I thought it might be more than a headache.
I was nauseous and very weak. When I got home I just held Griffin and cried.
Today was much better I didn't even call home. I figured out that the best thing to do was to not even know what he was doing. I know he is in good hands with my dad but It still tugs at my heart tremendously! So the less I know the better my day will go. I'm sure with time I will only get better. I knew it would be hard but not this hard! What can I say I love being a mommy!!!
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